Hello Sweetheart!I am 20 going 21, A rebel employee in the fashion and sport shoes manufacture, i spend my 80% work time for Tumblring and This is my personal blog, i write all about my personal life.



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Jack and The Giant Slayer

Yeah i just watched this movie in cinema last saturaday night with my boyfriend. It was good enough, I was confuse when i have to decide which one i’m going to watch between OZ the great powerful or this one, but Prima asked to watch this movie.

This is a movie with a simple story, not the best acting performances and giant visual effects. So if you’re up for some eye-candy and want to give your thinking brain a rest, go for it.

The story is the clichéd young boy-princess-evil others trio, without much added creativity in terms of dialogues and I was impressed by  Eleanor Tomlinson was such a sweetheart palying as Princess Isabelle. She is so beautiful, i love her!!

Think first. Think back on all the things she did for you in the past. She sacrificed everything for you. She fought for you. She gave you her heart willingly. Imagine those things she did just to save your relationship. Imagine those heartbreaks she felt because of believing in you. Now man, what are you gonna do??

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Yeah, it’s perfectly express what i am felling now.. I’m afraid with everything, i’m afraid to love you, i’m afraid to tell you that you are all i really want to be by my side, I just want you to know. But you always keep the lines blurry. You come and leave, over and over again.

You find yourself at my door,Just like all those times before

You wear your best apology

But I was there to watch you leave,

And all the times I let you in,Just for you to go again

Disappear when you come back

Everything is better.

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I’m sorry.. but i still have feeling for him. He is my first love. And i’ve tried to forget him, i just can’t. I know i have boyfriend, the perfect one. I’m not supposed to cheat, no i’m not cheating, it’s normal right when you can’t forget your first love. 

Lately we’re texting again, i have deleted his contact, but i can’t help it whenever he texted me, i was like freaking happy, and i didn’t even realize that i’m already taken.  So i texted him 2 days ago, i told him that i miss our silly conversation, staying up late, talking to each other, or just playing “Truth or Dare”. I miss them all. But at that time he didn’t recognize my number, he said that his mobile phone has just broken so he lost all the contacts. I didn’t reply his message, i was thinking that it’s time to move on. But the day after it, he called me.. And i didn’t even know what should i do?? And i ended up with two misscalls from him, How silly i am huh?! I know i want to take the phone, talking to him, saying “hey what brings you to call me? i miss you”. I know i suck!!

This morning when i woke, i got a message, and it was from HIM!! I don’t know how finally he knew that it’s my number!!!

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Please help me.. i don’t know if i really have feeling for him or i just flew with the situation. All i know is everytime he text me, the world gets better. He is such a mood booster, he is all i truly wanted. Talking to him everyday, our silly late night conversation is just too sweet. Help me, anyone tell me that i’m not supposed to have this feeling for him. Tell me to forget everything while there is a right man out there waiting for me, Tell me am i wrong??

I just started to use blogger these few days, but i think i don’t really like it, the only thing that i like from it is i can write it in Indonesian, back then i talk to myself “Hey, i can write my post in Indonesian too if i want”. So  i can still keep my tumblr as my online diary, write it in English or Indonesian is not a big deal. Remember the words 

Blog to Express, not to Impress!


I think it’s time to say goodbye for blogger, and hello again for my Tumblr. But i promise to myself that i will arrange my time, between blogging and working. 

Aah.. the feeling when i typed my email and password onto tumblr page was the best feeling ever!!

Lovexx