20 going 21, A rebel employee in the fashion and sport shoes manufacture, i spend my 80% work time for Tumblring and This is my personal blog, i write all about my personal life. 
1リットルの涙 ドラマ trailer (by Gentsukihime)
You guys really have to look for this drama, i cried over and over during the movie.
“Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing” (Kitou Aya)
Being a girlfriend.
Being a girlfriend is not just about being beautiful and attractive for your guy. It’s not just about letting him chase you, letting him do sweet things every time you’re mad at him and not just receiving flowers and gifts during your anniversaries. It’s not about doing those girly things just to get his attention and not just about feeling mighty every time he did everything you want. It’s also being an emotional partner wherein you support him in every opportunity that he takes, you appreciate everything that he does for you and you thank him for doing it, you remind him on the things he must do and what he must not. Just because you know that you can always keep him on his feet, doesn’t mean you can manipulate him. You understand him not just as a partner but as individual too. you help him in every way showing him, that in a relationship, there’s no “I” or “you”, there’s only “we” and “us”. You know also that a man has their ego, and even when it become a little irritating sometimes, you still understand that it’s a part of his nature. A girlfriend is not just a term, it also has responsibilities that every girl must know. You’re a friend, a sister, a second mom, a teacher, and a best friend.
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I’m kinda lazy these days, Prima seems to be my mood booster. He cheers me up always, hanging out with me, even just for having coffee.
Oh today is the second day diet project. Hope it will be going well, i’ve missed a beautiful shape of body so i can wear every dress i want!!
gonna post some photos, watch out!! lol
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We’re fighting last night (again)
Kadang aku tidak mengerti dengan diriku sendiri, semuanya terasa begitu indah sesaat. Tapi begitu cepat juga berubah menjadi sesuatu yang tidak berarti. Perasaan bersalah dan berhutang budi selalu menghantuiku.
Kadang aku tidak mengenali diriku sendiri, aku bukanlah aku. Sekarang aku memikirkan apa yang sering orang katakan, cinta itu tulus, cinta itu saling mengerti, cinta itu tentang 2 hati, 2 jiwa, dan 2 perbedaan yang disatukan dalam 1 rasa, cinta…
Dia memang laki-lai yang baik, dia tulus, dia dewasa, dan dia apa adanya. Tapi terkadang aku mebutuhkan sosok yang humoris, yang bisa membuatku tertawa lepas, dan mengerti apa yang aku rasakan tanpa harus mengatakannya.
I know i’m not good at lying, whenever i start to lie, i mess up with my nervousness, and i can’t be cqalm enough, act so natural, i can’t.
And it was embarassing moment, OMG i can’t write it here, but i just want to let you know that DO NOT ever lying if you can’t, aaaah so stupid me!! Feel like i want to kill my self, lol.
well the only thing i can say is :
your cute-ness makes me overwhelmed
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The feeling when you are really in love with someone is the best feeling in the world. I’m so thankful that i can feel this feeling, i’m so thankful that i have someone to be by my side.
I know i’m not supposed to be here right now, i have work. I have to finish it today. But i just really want to write how i love Prima so much. I love him, he is my everything.
Tomorrow is Giovanni’s birthday, i will go to the mall after work, looking for something cute for her as her 20th birthday present. I still have no idea what will i give to her, book?? is it okay? i will buy One Litre of Tears book, 2 maybe, one for me and the other for Gio.
And Today is Payday, there is no day as perfect as payday :D
Really going to work now, i’ll write again later. xoxo
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I still remember how my lil brother force me to watch this movie without letting me know the title, i was afraid that this is one of his joke, you know i ever watched the movie he recommended, he siad it was a drama movie, touching, heartbreaking and blah blah blah. In fact, that was a thriller movie.
But this one, he was so serious, he even asked me to watch it together. Okay deal with it, we started to watch at 07.30pm in my room, scene by scene, i fall into the story, and i can’t stop it. Even i don’t want to take my eyes from my computer, that was …. OMG i can’t explain it with words, if there is a word that means more that awesome, great, beautiful or whatever is that, i will use it.
Based on a true story, One Litre of Tears is about the life story Kitou Aya (1962-1988) a girl who had an incurable disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration Disease (also known as SCA type 2; spinocerebellar ataxia type 2)at a young age of 15. Although the girl in the drama - Ikeuchi Aya, lived in the 21st century, her character was based on Kitou Aya’s life, how she struggled and fought her disease and how she wrote her deepest thoughts until the last day she could hold a pen. Before she died, her writings were published including the poems she wrote while she is staying in a school for the disabled. This gave new hopes to people who suffers the same disease as she did and soon Aya received letters of appreciation and thanks from those people. At the age of 25, she succumbed herself into a sleep where she could no longer feel any pain.
Ichi Rittoru no Namida is a heart-warming drama that will make people happy for the simple fact that they are alive, and will give hope to those who suffers from diseases and will make them think positive about living instead of giving up easily.
Beside it, there is a love-friendship in it, overall this drama is incredibly awesome!!
Here are the cast :
- Erika Sawajiri as Ikeuchi Aya
- Nishikido Ryo as Asou Haruto
- Fujiki Naohito as Dr. Mizuno (Aya’s doctor)
You should look for this drama, dowload, buy it, or anything, you have to watch it!! HAVE TO or you’ll regret it.
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